dissappointments

I went to the movies last night my buddy never showed so it ended up being a solo thing… which was kinda expected but whatever I guess right? It happens a lot but I always think it’s going to be better the next time. . . But whatever. I guess I thoght it would be extra different last night because he basically promised me.. He gave me his word and he still didn’t show.. I can’t do it how am I supposed to believe what people say if the plans fall through like 80% of the time? Doesn’t make sense.. He shouldn’t make promises he can’t keep I guess. And of course I can’t go today because I work.. He’s leaving in a week. Next weekend to be exact. He says we can go to the beach but I doubt it will happen… I’ll believe it when it happens… when I am at the beach.. Not even on my way there but actually there. We’ll see…

have nots

alright alright so its been forever since I’ve written .. whatever

I have a job yet no money.. how does that work? Its crazy.. sad… disappointing… I have a man but not a boyfriend.. wtf??  I have a Zune but no music… I have a church.. but I can’t attend! .. I have a room.. in which I cant sleep.. well not much anyways..*sigh*  I have a pet that I can’t pet. I have have a camera I can’t take pictures with.. whats with all the have not haves? hmm…

Music I am listening to: It’s not over – Chris Daughtry….. I like it.. makes me smile

On a good note.. I went to Kings Dominion. I rode all the rollercoasters and I had a great time. In fact I rode one 7 times in a row but 8 times total. Was going for 14 but the weather kicked in and they shut it down around 5pm It was great though.

I’m getting a present today. I am excited to find out what it is. I am very curious to know! I know what a part of it is pero.. necesito mas informacion! bleh. Guess I’ll just have to wait and see. I want it noW! bleh..

it is hot.. in my house.. no AC.. not because we don’t have it.. just no one wants to use it.. which is completely fine with me because then I’ll freeze. . .

I’m thinking about getting a henna tattoo..  but I wouldn’t know where.. or what.. hmm..

mysterious deaths

So people at my father’s job are dropping dead for unknown reasons. So far there have been 2 deaths within the last 2 weeks. The first mentioned he was ill and took himself to the hospital the next day. He was pronounced dead in the hospital. The second mentioned feeling ill but instead of going to the hospital decided to go out for a beer. Just one. He was pronounced dead later that night. The cause of the deaths are unknown.  I know it must be hard on the familes that have to go through this. I’m keeping them in my prayers! I hope they at least find out the reason for death because that is  pretty crazy.

I have a less serious injury myself. I got a mosquito bite on my eyelid and it got infected so my eye is completely swollen, earlier it was swollen to the point that I couldn’t even see. But I will be taking antibiotics later this evening.

confusing annoying ppl

People can be so irritating!

this lady at work sits there all of yesterday complaining about how the people on the weekend must not have been doing anything all weekend leaving her to do all this stuff and everything. How this job is nothing without her and how she knows everything so is upset about how everything is always left for her to do. I was like hey… I worked this weekend and we did a lot of stuff! We did all that other stuff so we weren’t able to get around to the stuff for tomorrow (which is what shes working on) well.. it woulda been stuff for today technically.. but we had to do all the stuff for the particular day and days ahead. and she just seems to completely not care for the fact that other people have been workin hard too. So she called up the supervisor at like 11pm crying and complaining about all this stuff and asked him to help from home. And of course he has to be into work the next day at like 5am.. how conciderate she is!

Oh and this guy he was pretty cool but twice now hes completely blocked me out of his life.. no fone calls or nuffin.. but its whatever hes 32 a freakin grown azz man and he cant tell me to my face he doesnt wana be my friend? Well other than the fact he doesnt have any reason for it.. but whatever … his loss

I was working on this resume for like 2 days and I was almost finished with it and of course now that I know that I definitely saved it and everything, its nowhere to be found.. Love technology!

But on a positive note! Today is my friday and I get two days off yipee — which technically doesn’t make sense because I worked 4.. but whateve