today was pretty boring didnt do much. i talked to my sweetie online. turns out he can’t tell me how he feels but he can tell my sister how he feels about me, how weird is that? kinda strange to me. but whatever. i like him and he knows that i want a relationship other than friends with him but im not sure he knows that but yea enough with the happy mushy stuff..
let me just say that my class is a buncha sissys. yea we went through our year and made it through together, but we did it with a buncha non sense arguing because people dont know what fun is. i mean, yea we would have gotten in trouble for it. but we were 1st years and they couldnt do anything to us but make us feel extremely guilty for what we did wrong. i seriously doubt they would have kicked an entire class out. and even if they did it would make us the first so whats wrong with that? a lot of them seriously get on my nerves i cant stand them sometimes i just wana punch them in the face and hope itll fix whatever problem they seem to have. im not one to talk cuz im sure they could probably say things to me too. im not perfect either. but they just act dumb. im just like what the heck is your problem you fight over the stupiest things and all this stuff.. shit makes me mad. but i do love my class however stupid they may be.
Oi is like my new best friend we hang out all the time. and i really like that and i hope it doesnt change. im not sure if she knwos about me liking females, but when she finds out i hope it doesnt bother her too much. im pretty sure it wont. her roomie cracks me up.
my role models are the entire junior class. they seem to have everything on point whether or not they hate each other, and thats what i feel my class needs to work on. also to get off their lazy asses and stop complaining about shit. like ohh we cant do that thats too much work or whatever it is they gotta say. cant they just forget all that stuff and look ahead to see how the good stuff is guna help us in the long run not just how bad we are guna suffer for the time being? is crazie and im mad at them for that.
