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today it poured dowm rain a lot but only for a few seconds.. i wanted to go out and play in it, but it didn’t last long enough… darn rain!

welcome to me…

Welcome to my life. you now know a bit about me that many people dont. I have let you into my little circle of closeness that I have. I just hope things will just improve from here. They have so far, so lets continue.

And as for… Nicholas… I miss you soo much. I hope to talk to you soon be good

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Im callin out to all my, your my ladies
and I can’t let you be with no one but me, baby

Spin

There was a bright light
But it was an off white
Upside down memory
I’m caught in a landslide
I’m caught in a joyride
As my blood
Begins to thin…

You say it’s a fact
You say it’s a feeling
To stab in my back

So long, sorry
It makes me cry
It makes me sad
So wrong, so rare
But I don’t feel
And you’re not there
And I don’t want you back

Well you had a hard day
Of pushing me away
Please don’t push
I fall easily
Well you put a hard strain
Hard on the membrane
I react to words you say
It’s not like I care
It’s not like I’m bleeding
Or numb everywhere

So long, sorry
It makes me cry
It makes me sad
So wrong, so rare

But I don’t
‘Cuz I stopped spinning around for you

There was a bright light
But it was an off white
And all the world came
Crashing down

I’m caught in a landslide
I’m caught in a joyride
As my blood
Begins to thin…

You say it’s a fact
You say it’s a feeling
To stab in my back

So long, sorry
It makes me cry
It makes me sad
So wrong, so rare
But I don’t feel it coming on again

It’s making me high
‘Cuz I stopped spinning around for you