good times to come

I was soo excited I got some great news and it made me soooo happy. But then I found out some news that might be bad and thats not cool. I just hope that that isnt so and things can continue as planned cuz Im reallllllllyy looking forward to it. please oh please be on my side and let things work the way I want them to.. that would be soo great. I talked to my lil sister on the phone today she seems pretty cool.. however extremely lazy haha.. but its all good.

I want to go … leme go…it wold be great.. dont you think? of course you do! heh..

looking forward to paintball this weekend.. yay

exteremely happy cuz psyc lab was cancelled

the mixer

so I went to the party get to gether last night. The music was good. The crowd was not so good. Lots of guys sure.. but still .. I was unmotivated by all of them. Until a particular papi caught my eye. But I was too lazy to get up so I just watched. I remember.. It was when the DJs (who were a lot better than usual) started playing reggae. I think that before then he was just chillen on the side. But when it came on he got out there and started dancing. I am not sure but he was really interesting to watch. Not because he was cute or anything like that. Just the fact that he was dancing. I was entertained. The girls are alright but they need help. There was a particular girl whos skirt was soo short you could see her cheeks in the back, I was upset about that. People like her upset me but I was happy because no one danced with her for a long time and I was amused. Whats the point of guys coming to the school if they are just going to stand around the walls and watch everyone. I know that up north the guys would actually go up to the girls and dance with them. not just stand there like retards. But if thats what they want then oh well. A female and her I dont even know were gettin it on against a pole.. thats just lovely.. get a room ladies. When dancing becomes well.. when it becomes extremely physical under the clothes and things like that.. its time to go somewhere else.. it really is. I was supposed to meet my little sister there, but we didn’t plan that out so well so we didn’t know who/what we were looking for. im sure we just missed each other. But the mixers here are getting better as far as I can tell.. I just wish I could bring my baby and my friends, then it would be even better..

Whats it guna be – Busta Rhymes/Janet Jackson

^^^ I like that song..

I had something to say but i forgot what it was and thats sad..

oh i made a photo blog today.. thats exciting .. well .. kinda.. not really.. whatever :-p i need to study but i want to sleep… its only 3:42pm and i already wana sleep. i think my lack of sleep threw me off.. maybe i should post a pic of me.. or maybe i shouldnt. . hah

i miss old things.. i miss mark. but theres absolutly nothing i can do about that.. i hope your family is doing well.

franny fran your right.. i cant write when i wana.. i should just not think about it.. i remember also that i write better when im tired.. the kinda tired when you laugh at everything, funny or not. thats great stuff i miss those days chillin in woody lounge at like 2 or 3 am makin up songs.. so much fun. and now i have no lounge.. i chill in the laundry room, thats whats up right.. yea.. sure.. whatever.. jelly beans are good. jelly belly jelly beans that is.

im not really depressed its a lie

person of the summer/spring

and the winner is!

for being just you! congradulations! ps. – i wana new pic :-p