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A true fat kid I’m not sure what’s gotten into me. Its like the bottomless pit is back. I just had dinner Half a plate of mac n cheese and a whole buncha other stuff on top of that chocolate oranges pinapples and peaches! whats gotten in to me eh?? its like … i don’t even know but I do know that I’m still hungry ugh… My goal for next semester is to get at least a 3.0 ooohhhh yea! I just need to focus, hopefully I won’t have the problems that Ive had this semester so it should be just fine.  I can’t wait til christmas break! I was invited to have christmas dinner with this man and his family.  Well hes not just any man… hes my future man ha!  but yea I gotta see where Ima be for christmas, hopefully I can go because thats just really exciting.  I got a puppy, he’s not real but someday hopefully I can get a real one! I’ve been doing a lot of thinking lately about soooo much stuff. thats not normal.  I forgot to mention what I was thankful for but I already know so maybe ill mention it on another holiday because I don’t have to be thankful only on thanksgiving! But I have work to do and I really need to get started… au revouir   Currently Listening Moments in Love By Art of Noise see related

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Love Is it a choice? Do we as people actually decide who we want to love? Or is it something that just happens all on its own? Could it be a combination of both? Why is it that some are easier to love than others? because we allow it to happen? Or is that just how its supposed to be? what uspets me is i wrote an entry a few days ago and im just now realizin its not here! ugh..   Currently Listening The Nu Nation Project By Kirk Franklin Something about the name Jesus see related

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when u call me
I like it when he calls me Lyn….

 

 

Happy Turkey Day… I got a phone call… I got three. How sweet

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Kisses
The ones in the movies are so .. . . movie like and romantic and bleh and I hate them because its like the passion between two people in front of everyone elses view.. in public gross! ha! no but really.. theres one particular kiss scene that I do really like. I’m not exactly sure why, but its in Down to Earth. The one with that one guy whats his name? Chris Rock? I believe thats him.. but yea.. that one kiss.. I was like aww how sweet! im such a girlie…. ugh! lol. . . I kinda dont like that about me.. i mean come on.. im getting my nails done tomorrow.. how girlie cau you get! jeez! well… I definatly need to get started on my studing so off I go…..

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