July 22, 2006
whats new
*i have a bit of road rage..
*i need to hang out with the girls sometime sooooon!
*been making anonymous phone calls to a certain someone like a retard… *sigh*
*make some kickazz mac n cheese 
*bit my mosquitos…
*died in my video game 
eh… lets see what happens next week
July 7, 2006
coin operated boy
coin operated boy
sitting on the shelf he is just a toy
but i turn him on and he comes to life
automatic joy
that is why i want a coin operated boy
made of plastic and elastic
he is rugged and long-lasting
who could ever ever ask for more
love without complications galore
many shapes and weights to choose from
i will never leave my bedroom
i will never cry at night again
wrap my arms around him and pretend….
coin operated boy
all the other real ones that i destroy
cannot hold a candle to my new boy and i’ll
never let him go and i’ll never be alone
not with my coin operated boy……
this bridge was written to make you feel smittener
with my sad picture of girl getting bitterer
can you extract me from my plastic fantasy
i didnt think so but im still convinceable
will you persist even after i bet you
a billion dollars that i’ll never love you
will you persist even after i kiss you
goodbye for the last time
will you keep on trying to prove it?
i’m dying to lose it…
i want it
i want you
i want a coin operated boy.
and if i had a star to wish on
for my life i cant imagine
any flesh and blood could be his match
i can even take him in the bath
coin operated boy
he may not be real experienced with girls
but i know he feels like a boy should feel
isnt that the point that is why i want a
coin operated boy
with his pretty coin operated voice
saying that he loves me that hes thinking of me
straight and to the point
that is why i want
a coin operated boy.
July 3, 2006
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am I not good enough? just because I don’t cry when something is wrong? does that make my whatevas not as important as others? i guess I don’t really have to share my feelings with anyone maybe I should just keep them to myself. then stuff like this wouldn’t happen. I guess I’m a little slow.. perhaps too dependable on others.. whatever it is i guess i’ll get over it. my nose is bothering me it bled yesterday. i finally got my camera back so I think I will be taking pictures soon, that makes me happy. I think im going to go make a visit to go see a friend of mine tonight… my mommy wouldnt like that to much but whatever. daddy says im old enough to make my own decisions… yay. tomorrow is fireworks day.. not sure how im spending it i mean i think im guna be at home but i dont know who else is going to be with me! Benita might stop by that would be cool and Tommy said he would be there too. Anthony said he would be but hes not going to.. that doesnt even surprise me anymore.. ii saw a cute boy today.. he came in the train station.. aww he was delivering trash cans haha. to bad i couldnt help him with his question Cory is in class Nick is overseas I think I saw Marcus yesterday but I wasn’t really sure. but he was driving by so yea… hmm… i think i am pretty good at giving directions yay 
