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Glass of wine
Candlelight
Music made for quiet times
I’m feelin’ mellow
I need my
Sweetie pie
Here to lay me out tonight
I want it
I want it
But I can’t get it

Take good care of me tonight

At home
I’m so alone
I’m wishin’ you were here
Baby tonight
My bed is cold
I’m wishin’ you were near
Cause I’m in a sexy mood
And only you can fill my needs
I’ll lay here
And take care of it
‘Til you come home to me

Always sound sensuous
Anytime we pillow talk
Using such few words
I get sensitive when you work
It feels so good when it hurts
Always want more and more
And I know you can’t be here
That usually don’t faze me
I need you tonight
Boy it’s drivin’ me crazy
Yearnin’ inside
With this burnin’ desire
I want it
I want it
But I just can’t get it from you

Take good care of me tonight

At home
I’m so alone
I’m wishin’ you were here
Baby tonight
My bed is cold
I’m wishin’ you were near
Cause I’m in a sexy mood
And only you can fill my needs
I’ll lay here
And take care of it
‘Til you come home to me

Ah ah
Take care of me
Ah ah
Fufill my needs
Ah ah,
Take care of me

Take good care

Ah ah
Take care of me
Ah ah
Fufill my needs
Ah ah
Whatever you can be
Ah ah
I’ll take good care of me

Take good care of me tonight

At home
I’m so alone
I’m wishin’ you were here
Baby tonight
My bed is cold
I’m wishin’ you were near
Cause I’m in a sexy mood
And only you can fill my needs
I’ll lay here
And take care of it
‘Til you come home to me

sax + duckie

We did it… duckie and sax collided into a grande explosion it was wonderful! would I do it again? heck yea! I screamed his name! he screamed mine! pureeee pleasure.  Absolutly fantabulous.  Yes. that was the night duckie fell in love… sax too, I asked him. Actually he said it on his own I didn’t have to ask.  But then I asked to make sure. Sax loves duckie and duckie loves sax. simple as that. They were meant to be! good thing they are so far apart.  That could be dangerous! yummie….

John and Bekah bestest friends for life…

fall break 2006 (Oct. 14 – Oct. 18)

STOLEN CHIPS!

well… so much is going on so little is going on. tryna figga out what I want what I dont want what I wana do.  What do I want? prolly a lot more than I don’t want. 

Eddie likes my cd yay! Halfway Down the Sky…. Splender goodness

John is sick… perhaps im a carrier.. thats the only explanation! I mean.. my roomies both of them were sick and I wasn’t and then John wasn’t sick and I go over there and suddenly out of the blue hes sick! whats up with that … strangness

Ica is comin to town and I won’t get to see her… really sucks haven’t seen her since senior year! *sigh* guess I’ll have to wait another 3 years…

I’m getting sick of everyone elses stuff… having to deal with it.. having to know about it… I mean.. yea, I’m a friend I do what I can but when it just keeps going in circles… irritates me.. I need to sleep… eat sleep and study… yes yes… oh and listen to musics.. yes yes can’t go wrong there!

Trell stole my sunchips… *sniff* that was guna be my dinner… granted I already ate dinner but it doesnt feel like it so yea.. I’m HUNGRY!! no food…. *sigh* I want a teleport machine so I can go wherever I want whenver I want or so I can bring whomever to me and then we could go wherever and have good times yes yes good plan… i should invent it!

Of the Months:
song: yellow
color: black
food: pasta
alky: So Co + 7 up…. ew.. no no mudslide! yummmie
person: Abdul …. yay for Somali! teach me more!
beverage: vanilla bean frapaccino
new person: Chris

I got bored so I made a musical friend hehe…

wellp i think thats it for nowwwww

mini crisis….

not sure whats gotten into me.  I feel like i have no purpose in life.. no goals.. nothin.

There is a man out there who loves me so much and I can’t return the feelings.  I feel bad about it because if I was into him like he was into me things would be great.

School is driving me nuts I’ve never had to work so hard… at least thats how it feels

John is who I want.. I have for a long time… It may or may not change in a while.. but thats who I want and I can’t have him.

Cory is great I wish I could see him in person but hes too.. i duno. . . i wish he’d call more..

I feel kinda like I don’t belong anywhere.  I just want to run away disappear start over but where? What would I do?  I dont even know what I want to do now what makes me think I would know then…

I’m graduating soon with no goals other than to actually graduate but theres so much more than that.

I don’t know what to do.  Maybe I should get some sleep..

My nULL did my hair it looks nice.  I think she did a good job.

im getting old…. and i have pimples…. SUCKS