bein single

so many have asked the question..

why are you single?

same answer.. cuz i feel like it or because im too busy

well thats the shortened version i guess

or cuz i dont find anyone interesting enough…

which in a way is completly untrue but why is it such a concern anyways? why does a person have to have any reason to be single? why cant they be single just because? i mean.. being single has its good sides

all the relationships i know of as of right now are really rocky… why would a person want that anyways?

whats the difference between a best friend and a lover? A friend of mine told me they would NEVER want their significant other to be their best friend.. why not? why would you need otherwise? so you could hide things from the person? hmm.. sounds a lil skecthy to me… but whatever thats them not me..

today is turkey day… time to expand the tummy for maximum capacities of food. What am I thankful for? having a home (even tho i cant stay in my own room! ugh)… parents… brothers.. friends.. a family.. thats what im thankful for..

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!

328

Soo much has happened this semester I feel like an old lady.  Grown up soo much in the last month or so.. whoa.  And am I angry? What I have now realized is that I usually keep things inside. How I feel about situations or people or whatever it is.  I think ive just been so stressed out that Ive actually confronted people and certain situations and now people thinks im so mean! I don’t mean to be that way but I think the stresses of the semester have kinda pushed me a lil passed my normal limit of being. I think its a good thing. 

And the fashion show.. that was great I felt so good the first time I stepped out and everyone was cheering and calling my name. What a great feeling.  too bad it didn’t last very logn with the DJ screwing up my third appearance with crappy music. oh well.

I have to present my thesis on monday I am in no way ready for that I have no idea what I’m going to do…

I miss my coryzzzz

The Corps is going to dissolve into nothingness if it keeps heading in th direction its going.  We are doing so well at holding it together but whats going to happen when we leave?  Its almost like we are the freakin glue.. thats sooo sad.. Hopefully things will get better…

I dont have D&C this friday so I’m happy about that.  . . I’m going home this weekend I just need time to chill out and get away from here..

Baldwin is cursed I tell ya…

Somedays I jsut wish I could disappear… I wonder if anyone would miss me.. hmm… maybe I’l try it someday.. I’ve got an idea of where I would go.

three cheers for the stalker Africans… hip hip.. yea right! hahaha

I needa get back to work *sigh*

boobie tattoos!

painful much? i’s say soo! owwiee…