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updates

Friday – payday

clean room

surgery

Saturday – farmers market
                   elevate & hielo
                   un visitante venga
Sunday – no voy a la iglesia
                  una visitante venga
Monday – no voy a trabajo
                  pase todo el dia en cama
Tuesday – two scoop Tuesday at Ritas
                   thats all thats planned
                   & so far mi novio no me llamo…

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Its not fair how a friend gets sick the same day your girlfriend has to go into surgery so instead of trying to make your girlfriend feel better about her situation you go off and spend your entire day with this sick friend to make her feel better and can’t even call the girlfriend immediately before or after her surgery only hours later to see if shes fine.  Since the surgery shes only talked to him maybe 2 or 3 times. 
School is a very good option right now but someone thinks I’m not ready to go back that its too soon. Who are they to decide when I am or not ready to go back to school?  It’s not fair I feel neglected and depressed I’m not sure if its my medication or what but it feels really sucky.  What I think hurts the most is the fact that he calls for all of like 3 minutes to see if I’m ok and thats that. . . . I hate the feeling I want to feel happy.  I understand the situation but I don’t understand at the same time because i feel like not everything is being done to make things work out right.  feelin quite unloved… *sniff*

thinking boring stuffz…

Job day 6… I’ve been asked to become a supervisor… whoa! Well, she approached me yesterday.  Cool Stuff! they must like me! at least something there does… the stuff I work with doesn’t! I have bruises for miles all over my legs! ewww! and today my left elbow popped out.. nothin out of the ordinary but still! and it hurt really bad so I had to work one handedly, so much fun!  And of course as soon as I get home it pops back in.   It was really nasty my hand was completely swollen to the point that I couldn’t move my fingers!  I couldn’t pick anything up at all.  it only took two hours or so after the un-popage for the swelling to go down.  Craziness! and still getting used to this sleep thing… bleh.
daddys car is messed up we arent sure whats wrong with it… kinda sucks! but hopefully it will get better soon! perdí mis llaves sucks really bad! ha sido dos o tres dias…  my room is a mess I want to make it over.  ALL over!  I saw a desk I wanted to buy and I need new shelves a bookshelf and a dresser… *sigh* Daddy says I can paint the room too! cool stuff.  I’m thinking orange…   maybe green..  He said i have to get rid of the ugly panels in my room if I want it to look pretty! I’m willing to do it because I can’t stand them! But I’m not really sure how to take them down, or how the wall underneath looks… hopefully not scary!  But It would be a nice change
My friend is having surgery soon and wants me to be there if I can make it… not sure if I will be able to but it would be really could watch the surgery I’ve always wanted to do that.  But its tonsils so its not like I would be able to see much anyways hehe..
I’m looking forward to the results of being a supervisor! I hope I get it! I have to take some stupid test if they accept me… I hate tests but its all safety stuff so that shouldn’t be too bad right?  I need to start lookin into taking my GRE so I can go to college! College kids need education too! *sigh* sometimes I wonder if I shoulda picked a different major so I could do more with it faster but eh… I still wana do what I wana do so its all good    So I found this website today with StumbleUpon.  Somethin about what the world would will look like in billions of years here… I thought it was kinda interesting..  I need to find something to do…

Happy August First!   —- 18 days to go for a very greatness kind of day