Our last conversation…
^_^ (9/24/2007 2:47:11 PM): are u online??
Cory Higginbottom (9/24/2007 2:49:13 PM): yeah i am now..
^_^ (9/24/2007 2:49:26 PM): i texted u
Cory Higginbottom (9/24/2007 2:49:35 PM): i kno..
^_^ (9/24/2007 2:49:42 PM): but u never responded so i decided to get online and find out myself.. why didnt u respond?
Cory Higginbottom (9/24/2007 2:50:15 PM): because i was gonna get on the computer.. figured u’d wait until then so i can respond myself n let u know
^_^ (9/24/2007 2:50:29 PM): im sore
^_^ (9/24/2007 2:50:35 PM): i been doin a lot cory…
^_^ (9/24/2007 2:51:07 PM): i went to a car show and a latino festival and a chili cook off… al this weekend… a buncha walkin around…. soooo sore
Cory Higginbottom (9/24/2007 2:51:22 PM): good that ur gettin out tho
^_^ (9/24/2007 2:51:56 PM): but im weak.. i hadda take a break at the festival and teh car show i got to sit with the ambulance
^_^ (9/24/2007 2:53:18 PM): and then he left hehe
Cory Higginbottom (9/24/2007 2:54:24 PM): cool
^_^ (9/24/2007 2:55:39 PM): what did u ddo this weeekend
Cory Higginbottom (9/24/2007 2:57:38 PM): not much – dont think i did anythin saturday. Wait – no I went to the mall saturday. Sunday I went to the outlet and got some shoes n hung out with Mazzy
^_^ (9/24/2007 2:58:58 PM): oh and i sat up in a chair and cleaned my room a lil bit
Cory Higginbottom (9/24/2007 2:59:50 PM): thats cool.
^_^ (9/24/2007 3:00:47 PM): i haveto find the cord for my phone… hmmm
^_^ (9/24/2007 3:00:55 PM): and i miss u bunches….
Cory Higginbottom (9/24/2007 3:01:14 PM):
Cory Higginbottom (9/24/2007 3:01:30 PM): what do u mean a cord?
^_^ (9/24/2007 3:01:36 PM): usb
Cory Higginbottom (9/24/2007 3:01:42 PM): and do you remember what i was supposed to be sending to you?
^_^ (9/24/2007 3:01:48 PM): i think its all the way on the other side of my room.. bleh
^_^ (9/24/2007 3:01:52 PM): the musics!
Cory Higginbottom (9/24/2007 3:01:55 PM): poster, phone, charger…
Cory Higginbottom (9/24/2007 3:02:02 PM): oh, music. ok
^_^ (9/24/2007 3:02:11 PM): and you….
Cory Higginbottom (9/24/2007 3:02:53 PM): lol nahhhh – if u want me ur need to be here.. maybe that’s what we need? To see eachother to
talk (or fight) it all out..
^_^ (9/24/2007 3:03:22 PM): but ur all fully functional… if u loved me uwould come see ur crippled… lover.. im still ur lover right?
Cory Higginbottom (9/24/2007 3:04:55 PM): not technically lol
^_^ (9/24/2007 3:05:04 PM): u dont love me anymore???
^_^ (9/24/2007 3:05:14 PM):
^_^ (9/24/2007 3:06:04 PM): or u can only be my lover if im ur girlfriend??
Cory Higginbottom (9/24/2007 3:06:44 PM): “lover’s” usually a physical/sexual thing.
^_^ (9/24/2007 3:06:57 PM): why?
^_^ (9/24/2007 3:07:08 PM): isnt it a feeling?
Cory Higginbottom (9/24/2007 3:07:09 PM): We don’t get physical, if we did get physical we’d most likely not have sex, so no – im not ur lover
^_^ (9/24/2007 3:08:05 PM): that doesnt make any sense… plenty of poeple have sex that arent loving each other…
Cory Higginbottom (9/24/2007 3:08:20 PM): its what it means, rebekah..
^_^ (9/24/2007 3:08:51 PM): i thought it just mean that u love me and i love you…
^_^ (9/24/2007 3:09:00 PM): so together we are lovers…
^_^ (9/24/2007 3:09:56 PM): so what do u call someone who loves u and u love them if u arent their lover?
Cory Higginbottom (9/24/2007 3:11:22 PM): i dunno rebekah
^_^ (9/24/2007 3:11:44 PM): that doesnt make any sense
^_^ (9/24/2007 3:14:17 PM): what are u doing
Cory Higginbottom (9/24/2007 3:14:29 PM): not much
^_^ (9/24/2007 3:14:57 PM): so u dont love me anymore? u love me like u love mazzy?
Cory Higginbottom (9/24/2007 3:15:09 PM): I DONT KNOW Rebekah
Cory Higginbottom (9/24/2007 3:15:14 PM): Right now i wanna be left alone tho
Cory Higginbottom (9/24/2007 3:15:16 PM): so im goin
Cory Higginbottom (9/24/2007 3:15:17 PM): \
Cory Higginbottom (9/24/2007 3:15:19 PM): bye
^_^ (9/24/2007 3:15:31 PM):
Cory Higginbottom (9/24/2007 3:20:17 PM): u just dont even think about anything! Every other thing that comes out of your mouth is a slow
pointless question. The Last thing I want to keep realizing over and over and Over again every time I try to talk to you is how childish and dumb our conversations are. We’ve sat here for the last 15 minutes discussing what the hell the term ‘lovers’ really means — like there was Any point whatsoever to that. So at the end of it all I don’t want to talk to you anymore, you don’t know why, and we’re exactly where we always are. I can’t remember the last through n through good conversation that we’ve had where I didn’t want to just stop talking to you because Im like wtf how dumb is this convo? Shit dude I don’t even know what to say.
Cory Higginbottom (9/24/2007 3:22:57 PM): If by the time I get around to really liking you again you stop liking me, then I guess thats fine and how its supposed to be, because you’re not changing, and I can’t force myself to stop being the jerkish asshole that you’ve come to know
me as until I see reason not to Be that way anymore. You annoy me a Lot sometimes Rebekah. We’re so different. I love you, and you could ask Elena she’d probably be able to explain it better than me. I love you – but I can’t tolerate you. I want you for my own, but I can’t bring myself to Like you enough all the time to make that happen. I want you to be mine for the rest of my life — but so far just how things are, you are gonna stay the same age all your life and be just fine with it and I will Never be.
Cory Higginbottom (9/24/2007 3:23:05 PM): So who knows. Maybe we are done.
Cory Higginbottom (9/24/2007 3:23:07 PM): Bye
at least for a day hehe yay
boooo hooo! 24-17… sucks first lost of the season… bleh
